My birthday was amazing .. the club was great .. my drinking was to a minimal overall everything was amazing pictures will be up later this week.
I went to my first bar around town .. it went okay i just don't think its my scene though but i will give another try.. Me and the girlfriend are fine its just she has 2 jobs and well all she cares about to me is sleep..Like recently we got a hotel it was a late birthday present from my mother and well the nighttime came and it was all about the sleep for her so i just laid in the other bed and went to sleep.. It just feels like we are always on a time limit like I'm getting lonely here. Like I'm not going to lay in bed with u if im not tired and watch u sleep that's creepy! I have these hurtles in our relationship and well the hurtle is i'm not opposed to giving my girl head and all but now its becoming a issue like dont pressure me .. if we are going to be together forever and all then this is just going to have to take time.
